Feelings of familiarity return as I make my way down the
roads that once were difficult to look at.
So many memories of this town and of these people.
I am constantly reminded of personalities, characteristics,
old habits and the Paradox.
I have come to the conclusion that there will always be one –
it will follow me wherever I may be and whoever I am with simply because it is
a part of self discovery.
I am frequently reminded of the fact that life goes on and
that somewhat saddens me but makes me silently value myself and others as a
chaotic entity of beauty and timelessness.
If I have experiences based on common situations, why do I
feel hesitant but confident?
Confused but certain?
Discouraged but ecstatic?
I can’t put my head around it this time because I know that
it is a simple decision.
Regardless of how simple it might be though, I can’t make
choices based exclusively on what the majority of people would do for easier
purposes.
I once read a phrase that I believe is quite true; the
phrase was ‘if something is difficult/causes you pain, then it is worth it’ and
I couldn’t agree with it more. I just believe that what each individual
perceives as difficult or painful varies depending on their interpretation and
personal mental/physical strength.
Timing was never really something I went well with but I
often try to find a way to humor my reality with leniency.
Let’s see where this takes us.
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