Κυριακή 15 Ιουλίου 2012

15/07/12



I don’t know what to say. I feel so angry that I just want to run. I just feel like running until I pass out. I feel so tired but I don’t want to sleep. Whenever I talk with someone, I find it very immature, rude and selfish of them to say everything they want to say and then decide to end the conversation just like that because they find your reasoning inferior or maybe even wrong compared to theirs. Who the fuck do you think you are? If you can’t talk with the least bit of respect and purposely speak louder in order to shove your hypothetical superiority down my throat then what’s the point? Why are we even making the effort to speak to each other in the first place?
Everyone looks at the same thing with a different point of view. I get that. Just because I don’t have the life experience that you have, that doesn’t make my opinion wrong. You can’t just deem your beliefs/opinions as right just because you happen to live on this earth for much longer. Where’s the logic in that?
If, in fact, you think that age is something that should reveal your wisdom or maturity then I don’t see it. Your behavior shows that you’re not mature - it shows that you’re being childish to the point where I wonder who’s the adult in this relationship. I feel as if I obtain more maturity because I try to see things for what they are rather than instantly point my finger at something or someone In order to justify my irony, hypocrisy and resentment.
I try to be the bigger person, to look past the imperfections and forgive because I know what it feels like to be put in these sorts of situations. I really do try.  But isn’t it pointless when you keep on giving people not only the benefit of the doubt but also multiple chances to prove that they can be better human beings and they just don’t appreciate it and persist on talking while refusing to listen to your side of the story because they absolutely want to be the ones who are right?














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